Sunday, Nov 15, 2009

oh well..., it's been a week since my PC got an error--because of the f*cking virus i got from an installer file. and now it has repaired with some missing data--a lot to be exact. okay just forget it! i've feel terrible enough for this problem.

yesterday i went out with some friends of mine. we watched 2012 movie. it really was superb! i recommend this. say, you never know when the end of the world will come. and when it happens, all you have to do is nothing but trying to survive. then you'll find how greedy human is.


i cried more than twice. but my friends said "which part of the movie that made you cried???". okay, it's kinda shameful. but seriously, you'll never know how precious something or person in your life until you lost them. so when (finally) you found it and you're not ready, then it becomes...pathetic.

somehow i realized that now i'm so easy. easy to cry. easy to be emotional--but easy to behave. easy to be ridiculous--whereas i know that's wrong. is it hormonal thing or what? perhaps because there's so many stressors lately. i wish i could face it. well, rise and shine! :)

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