Chiao, Palembang!

i'm gonna leaving the town very soon.
now i'm heading to Muara Enim.
well, i never been there before.
this 'external duty' is a part of my clerkship at Obstetric & Gynecology Dept.

it's happy
because (finally) i got the chance to learn about Obgyn more from another hospital. they said 'stase luar' is the best part. well, i've tried it before at BARI hospital, Kertapati when i was at Internal Medicine Dept. and it was soooo HAPPY! i found myself as a real doctor. as a care provider, a decision maker, and a student at the same time.

it's so sad
it's so sad to find myself that separated from my fam, friends, all special persons of mine. okay, i cried once. i didnt intend to, but the tears just came out. i couldnt help it :(


okay, i'm gonna give you the snapshots in Muara Enim later ;)

How About Your Memory?

"They say that dreams are only real as long as they last. Couldnt you say the same thing about life?"
Waking Life

"Hidup tak lebih nyata dibandingkan mimpi.
Waktu tak lebih dari sekedar ilusi.
Siapa pun diri kita atau orang yang bersama dengan kita sekarang, semuanya suatu saat hanya akan menjadi memori.
Jadi, tak peduli sebesar apa pun, cinta kita terhadap seseorang, pada akhirnya toh semuanya akan berakhir.
Menguap menjadi ilusi."
Here, after - Mahir Pradana

photos taken by a friend of mine

Not My Slice of Sushi

Ceritanya minggu lalu gue, Nilam, Sara, kak Ma, mbak Riery makan siang di Sushi So. Gara-garanya waktu itu gue sama Nilam, yang emang belom pernah makan di Sushi So, pengen nyoba makan di situ. Tapi karena kita berdua sama aja amatirnya masalah beginian, didaulat lah Sara sebagai guide kami. Dan dalam perkembangannya, halah, kak Ma sama mbak Riery jadi ikutan deh! :D

and we ordered these,




Oishii so, ne?? Demo....

Satu hal yang gue yakini setelah makan di sini adalah gue emang ngga cocok jadi orang Jepang. Ngga cocok makan beginian. Lidah padang-sunda gue emang ngga bisa diajak kompromi buat makan yang kerenan dikit. Mungkin lain kali gue bakal mikir lebih kalo diajak lagi makan di sini. Tapi buat sekedar foto-foto gaya-gayaan oke laah. Hihihihi x)

Sunday, Nov 15, 2009

oh well..., it's been a week since my PC got an error--because of the f*cking virus i got from an installer file. and now it has repaired with some missing data--a lot to be exact. okay just forget it! i've feel terrible enough for this problem.

yesterday i went out with some friends of mine. we watched 2012 movie. it really was superb! i recommend this. say, you never know when the end of the world will come. and when it happens, all you have to do is nothing but trying to survive. then you'll find how greedy human is.

i cried more than twice. but my friends said "which part of the movie that made you cried???". okay, it's kinda shameful. but seriously, you'll never know how precious something or person in your life until you lost them. so when (finally) you found it and you're not ready, then it becomes...pathetic.

somehow i realized that now i'm so easy. easy to cry. easy to be emotional--but easy to behave. easy to be ridiculous--whereas i know that's wrong. is it hormonal thing or what? perhaps because there's so many stressors lately. i wish i could face it. well, rise and shine! :)

aku takut

aku takut
jika mereka berhenti tersenyum padaku
aku takut
jika mereka berhenti menyayangiku
aku takut
jika mereka berhenti mengakui bahwa aku ada

aku takut.

smile at baby pink

senin kemaren orderan bag organizer gue nyampe. dan gue sukaa banget banget! ;)

sebenernya gue mau pesen yang dari kulit. tapi ternyata stok yang ready adanya paketan medium pocket & kulit. ya udah lah yaa.., yang penting kulitnya ada. dan kebetulan tinggal satu pula. si pinky ini :)

si bag orgy & perkakas2 wajib

setelah dimasukkin ke tas

udah hampir seminggu dipake dan gue ngga ribet lagi kalo ngambil dompet, jepit rambut, maskara, dkk dari tas --yang seringnya nyelip-nyelip. dan kalo mau ganti tas, ya udah aja si pinky dipindahin. see?? lebih simple kan? ;)

pas liat, si mama langsung heboh nodong yang medium pocket. no wonder, isi tas nyokap gue 3 kali lebih ribet dari gue. ya udah, kan ngga dipake juga.

tertarik? langsung aja ke lapaknya. ownernya, mbak Opi, baik banget. pengiriman barang setelah transfer juga cepet. me likey! :) ;)

Saturday, Oct 24, 2009

random facts:

• les piano dan mati lampu lagi! gila yaaaaa~ 2 weeks in a row? you crap..
• absen les cello, soalnya ada resepsi nikahan kak Dini, kakaknya Nilam--my hunny bunny buddy :)

selamat yaa buat kak Dini sama kak Budi.. semoga langgeng, happily ever after. amin

btw, gue ikutan foto bareng penganten! jadi ibunya kak Budi ini, pensiunan perawat di RS tempat si mama kerja. jadilah tadi gue pergi bareng si mama & tante Maria--temen mama. kebetulan si papa bagi tugas kondangan di tempat lain.

trus pas dipanggil sama MC, "kepada dr Retnowati dan dr Maria Sembiring, harap bersiap-siap naik ke panggung untuk foto bersama..."

gue: "adek ikut foto ngga, ma?"

si mama: "ndak usahlah."

tante maria: "udah lah ikut aja. ngga pa-pa kok nak.."

dan akhirnya gue putuskan ikut foto. daripada gue ngacang sendiri?

pas di atas panggung, gue berdiri --dan berpose-- di samping kak Dini, bertiga sama si mama sama tante Maria. eh, si fotografer nyuruh gue pindah ke samping kak Budi --fyi, di samping kak Budi ini ada satu orang bapak-bapak. berdirilah gue berdua si bapak dengan indahnya. ngga berlangsung lama, tiba-tiba ada satu orang bapak-bapak lain --yang kayaknya panitia-- nyuruh gue balik ke samping kak Dini. dikira gue bola apa ya dioper-oper??! tapi bener juga sih, daripada gue dikira bininya si bapak itu? yuck!

selesai sesi pemotretan, gue akhirnya ketemu Nilam! oh God, si Nee dendong bokkkk. dia 11-12 sama gue soalnya, males dendong. you are such a beautiful lady, darl! x) udah deh kita berburu makanan sambil poto-poto ;) ;)

sayang nih belom bisa majang foto-fotonya... *berasa penting. huehehe*

I'm Single and Very Happy (they said)

Aku baik-baik saja. Menikmati hidup yang aku punya.

YES, I'M DARN FINE. hidup cuma sekali, rugi banget kalo ngga dinikmatin.

Berteman dengan siapa saja. I’m single and very happy.

ngga juga. masa iya lu mau temenan sama om-om girang ato pecandu sabu? i'm not the person.

Mengejar mimpi-mimpi indah. Bebas lakukan yang aku suka.

i'm a DREAMER. tukang ngayal. tentunya punya mimpi segambreng *grin*

Hidupku sangat sempurna. I’m single and very happy.

YES, I'M SINGLE. AND VERY HAPPY. tapi bukan SENENG karna SINGLE. gue seneng sama hidup gue dengan berbagai plus minusnya terlepas dari single atau pun taken. just cherish what you have now. tapi gue yakin hidup gue belom lengkap tanpa Mr Right.. *big grin*

Minuet in G - Ludwig van Beethoven

yeaaaaaaaaah.
finally i got Beethoven's Minuet in G for next week homework!
maklum, lagi suka-sukanya nih gue. padahal duluu, lagu ini termasuk lagu yang jarang tersentuh di playlist. tapi someday, somehow gue tiba-tiba nyenandungin ni lagu tapi gue lupa lagu apa. setelah di-recall-recall, baru gue ngeh si Minuet ini. coba dengerin deh.

Beethoven Minuet in G - Beethoven Dude

tapi betenyaaaa, fingering lagu ini rada ribet!
kalo istilah Miss Joy, "lagunya ga mau diputusin". nah loh.
okay Minuet, try me! *sok iyye
o ya, tadinya gue kira tempo minuet versi yang di atas itu lebih cepet dari aslinya. soalnya dari beberapa versi yang pernah gue denger, semuanya tipe andante. slow-slow gitu. tapi ternyata, tempo aslinya emang allegretto. agak cepet. waduu, makin menantang!
so wish me luck, folks! *grin*

did you get my message...?

Oh! I'm into you. And girl, no one else would do,'cause with every kiss and every hug, you make me fall in love...

ran, what's up pal??

-a message sent-

Oh! I'm into you. And girl, no one else would do,'cause with every kiss and every hug, you make me fall in love...

yes there is. fill my boredom in, please? the lesson is suck. hehe

-a message sent-

Oh! I'm into you. And girl, no one else would do,'cause with every kiss and every hug, you make me fall in love...

yes i am. so bored, girl. wow, your bro graduated soon? yippie.. so you're gonna go here, huh? give me some treat ok? hahaha.....

-a message sent-

Oh! I'm into you. And girl, no one else would do,'cause with every kiss and every hug, you make me fall in love...

hore...hehe... gossip? what a gossiper! hehe... *** btw, it's rare to see you have a day free.

-a message sent-

Oh! I'm into you. And girl, no one else would do,'cause with every kiss and every hug, you make me fall in love...

yeah. today i'm having a lab work schedule. it's going on until 2 AM, you know! huaaaaaa. tiring, ran. so, when you'll be here? i wanna eating, watching, gasoline, haircutting, karaoke, ALL FREE! hehe...

-a message sent-

Oh! I'm into you. And girl, no one else would do,'cause with every kiss and every hug, you make me fall in love...

*****

-a message sent-

Oh! I'm into you. And girl, no one else would do,'cause with every kiss and every hug, you make me fall in love...

*****

-a message sent-

Oh! I'm into you. And girl, no one else would do,'cause with every kiss and every hug, you make me fall in love...

*****

-a message sent-

Oh! I'm into you. And girl, no one else would do,'cause with every kiss and every hug, you make me fall in love...

*****

-dont talk about him anymore, please? it's been a long time since your last message. why dont we talk about me? and you? oh well..., i got it. just cut it out..-

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hey..., did you get my message?

yes, you didn't.

because i didn't send it...

CONGRATS, IYEN!

wohooooooo. tadi siang, skitaran jam setengah 11 pas gue lagi di PIM, si abang nelpon ngabarin kalo sidang wisuda dese udah selese. and the result is.... HE GOT IT! alhamdulillah..

akhirnya abang gue lancar sidangnya.
akhirnya abang gue jadi juga wisuda 18 april.
dan akhirnya nih, rencana jahiliyah gue ngebolos kulia seminggu ke jakarta sebelum ke bandung tanggal 18 kesampean jugaaaaa *berhasil di-acc bokap gue critanya. hihi

anyway, dari januari kemaren gue udah muter kepala mau ngasih kado wisuda apa buat si abang. dan akhirnyaa, gue mantap milih miniatur drum logo The Beatles! here you go..

kenapa drum? abang gue main drum

kenapa beatles? adeknya yang doyan *hahaha

First Post on the Second Blog

well..., um, what to say?
welcome me! i'm back to blogging (since aloong time ago. hehe)
but it's blogspot, no wordpress anymore.
dont ask me why.
anyway, i'll try to make this one updated as soon as possible. so, let's see folks!

cheers